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Half-Time

Friday marked the first half of the oh-so-arduous Prelim 2 examinations.




Now coming in the first half analysis:




GP was alright I guess, except for the comprehension which was a killer (Thinking about it, the comprehension section actually takes up half of the marks awarded so in fact GP WASN'T alright =.=)




Maths was deadly. Pressed for time.




Chemistry was a little GG-fied, same reason basically.




Physics was uhm, unpredictable. So... yeah.





Half-time analysis:




Prelims 4 : Heesang 0




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The difference between God and Satan is that God's stronger

I'm not happy, God.




I AM PISSED.




If you're just gonna roll a dice pick a card take a number and kill off random people, at least pick those fucking ones that deserve to die. Or can afford to die.




And cancer? Rather shitty way to die isn't it?




I can't intervene with whatever you do, I mean if you do exist to do whatever that you do, but I'm just raising my opinion about it. Smite me if you want to. Don't really give a shit at this moment. Just don't hurt other people.




She's a nice person. I liked her.




Weird though. For someone it's terminal. 3 months to live, that's what the doctor said. But to us its still the same. Pity, condolence, but still, life goes on. I still study for my prelims, I still watch my youtube videos, I still go about doing all my usual shit. I mean, was death really this miniscule?




If I had to die in place of any person that I knew and liked, I'd gladly do it. Because I really don't mind dying. No big deal anyway. Sometimes I feel that death is more of a bigger deal to people around the dying than the dying himself.




Maybe that's why they say suicide is a selfish escape.




I guess it is.

Friend

I've lost a good friend.




Had him since primary school. One of my best friends since secondary school.




We had good times, bad times, pulled them through.




But now we just faded away, mostly my fault.




Devastating.

Not nice

Ah man... feels terrible when you didn't know your friend's birthday or forgot about it and shit.





Damn

Find Me an Escape Route

What I got in return for slacking off during my O levels wasn't just a slip of paper filled with Bs instead of the As that I got for prelims. It was far beyond that.




As much as I'd like to think so and still do, I'm way better than many of these uncultured, uncouth dim-wits. So with so much contempt for these group of people, what's the worse that can happen to me? Being placed right in the middle of them. Besieged by the crowd of useless imbeciles. And being forced to socialise with them, now THAT, that's just torture.




But I gritted my teeth and I tried, and as much as I did, well, it just got worse. But like all overcast days, there'll always lies a silver lining; I guess I'd still manage to find a few truly "better" friends. I thank, the holy entity that many claims that he exists, for that.




Obviously not everyone will agree on me upon this matter, and meh... It's not like I give a damn about people that just... don't matter at all.




On a brighter note, I like Taylor Swift so whatcha gonna do about it? ;)

GP

Feeling extremely demoralised and inferior due to the fact that my GP paper tomorrow is most likely gonna be a mess.




Hence the short entry.